yeah, As expected i'm used as a substitute for the trip.
Not entirely because is meant for the excos to take part, but more on the
fact that i'm used by friends too. Nothing to say but hey wow?
walking in fours with the used to be best buddies make me feel uncomfortable.
yeah, i'm like a sticking glue sticking their butts on.
Now i understand why i leave that clique of mine already.
even the only best friend i had here is sucha hypocrite.
lecturing me in front of the buddies because of a minor mistake?
making fun and poking at my stupidity?
dumping me with the china buddies and talk among yourself.
The thing is,certain extent is still acceptable, but don't you think that you guys,especially the ones that are closest to me,are getting overboard?
even when i tried my best to talk, it meant laughing joke.
i know i can't present what i want to say properly.
i know i'm stupid.
but then.

what's this.
you call this your best friends/friend?
i want go home.

byebye farawaydesires.onsugar.

hello eclipseoflove.livejournal.com

i promise i won't change anymore. sumpa. O:

life's pretty screwed.

 

 

and i hate today.it never once though that i'm over with you.

thank god that the investiture went on smoothly, with the exceptions of some items.Yup! that's my last investiture for the year and i really hope that i can attend the next year's investiture as well! :D sigh. pretty agony to actually missed out two member , denise and yong guan as swatties of the student leader board. Both of them specifically has specific reasons not to attend ): sigh.nevertheless, you are still a swattie! :D luckly that my photos of hair being messed up is not uploaded here or i will not forgives myself! too inform and ugly alr la! DD: not use to seeing celine like that okay! (random!)& i lost the total number of 5 crocodile clips, can somebody return back my clips please? mr nice junwen and mr nice kevin don't kop my clips alr, i'm left with pathetic 5 D:

OHYA. I PASS MY ENGLISH COMMON TEST I PASS MY ENGLISH COMMON TEST. i was expecting a single digit O:

i promise that i'll forget you and i will! :D bad denise, stop trying to drag me along to suffer with you ):

 happy one year,3month aniversary,ily.

Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you're already over a person but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be ours again.


For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fall not because the absence of love - love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little.
As we all know the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left.


Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here's a piece of advice: Let go when you're hurting too much. Give up when love isn't enough, & move on when things are not like before. For sure, there is someone out there who will love you even more.

by bringing me to a splendid place, i can assure you hell :}

blah. life's bad, i'm having 3 tests next week, geography test,history test and maths test i still owe ms kuck homework and i'm feeling pretty guilty bout it. D: misery.

Living in the past for 1 year, 3 months and4days.

i finally understood that nothing gonna to change if this continues on. Simply you ain't going to be back to me ever again. i've lost the chance and i must faced it strongly. thanks for the memories really. you taught me to be a stronger girl,you taught me how to fell in love,you taught me to be forgive and forget. Just you alone, make me so mesmorised and crazy over you.

i've lost the count of crying over you already. For Now, tears welled up, emoness poof gone. is back to real me, celine. you will stay forever underneath my heart, i promise. perhaps, just someday,fate do some sparkles and miracles, i'll meet you again.

for now, goodbye. back to square one. {!}

 

Embarassement of my entire universe life.

can i like proudly say that i'm the joke of the school like seriously? Indeed, the mike has no sound and to think that the media club people disbelieve me. they prolly thought that i'm a noob student leader. well, I'M NOT.  i never want to do another announcement anymore, i sumpah lah. joke of the day, laugh out your asses out lah. (random) i hate gwee to the max for making us skipping our lunch.): dang! all of the sudden, i don't know what to say.

dread of monday's investiture and saturday investiture.

sometimes, i wonder should i be proud being a student leader or  agony to be one? remembered the day clearly that i'm pretty excited to wear the tie when i'm a new student leader, roughly 3 years ago. so,what exactly happen to me now? O: anw,hey! I have changed to onsugar, and this will be updated almost real soon,like everyday!

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battle-field
One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for.

dissapointment.
very.

because you are irritated and angry that makes you the right to hit me?
just because i say sucker and you though was fucker?
oh c'mon.
i not your toy.
if you want a toy, go buy yourself.
do whatever you want.
i'm a human.
AND I HAVE FEELINGS.
stop pushing me further.
i have my limits.
whats wrong with you seriously.
LOCK LA LOCK LA.
THROW THIS WHOLE LAPTOP DOWN BETTER.
THROW ME DOWN 17TH FLOOR BEST.
everywhere i go feel awkward.
kill me.